cure for the common blues

well if you cant get stupid drunk or high as a kite like some people do (and boy do i wish i was some people every now and then!!) i recommend the following steps to start feeling like a happy person again, if only for a while:

Step 1 - go to www.youtube.com
Step 2 - watch as many videos as you can of tom papa and henry phillips...soooo hilarious
Step 3 - eat lots and lots of chocolate and dont give a shit that you may need to buy new jeans next week
Step 4 - dance around to your favorite music (which may help with the jeans thing) make sure to flail your limbs as much as possible and do things so rediculous you start to crack yourself up
Step 5 - start a countdown to when you can get really really drunk again

YES!!! i am in a good mood.

looked for more jobs today. i actually got a call for one i applied for yesterday (they sound desperate) BUT there are a few things which suck. A. they dont want to pay me what i want and deserve B. i think i might be slightly underqualified C. its the most boring job i applied for. D. it means my baby will have to be in full time child care therefore costing about 600-800 more per month (who knew!!!)

BUT i need money and i cant be picky. hopefully ill get offered a better job between now and then!